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An Ode to Your Survival [Novel] Chapter 19 – A Daughter for House Beekman

Translator: Nox

Chapter 19

Damian Winton
“And if you intend to live as a baron, you had better work on your conversational skills. You won't be dealing only with young ladies anymore. No one puts a man capable only of honeyed words to serious use.”

He was not dressed stiffly in the style of nobility, with a buttoned shirt, tie, and silk waistcoat, yet he exuded such effortless grace that I could not tear my eyes away from him.

He seemed the sort who would shine brightly even in a pit of dust.

He was a mysterious figure. Never in my life had I seen anyone like him.

Kirhin
“I have no desire to be put to serious use. My humble calling is merely to bring joy to as many women as possible.”

Feigning a coy air, Kirhin gave a shallow bow of courtesy. The man snorted with cold cynicism.

Damian Winton
“You are no longer the profligate second son of a baronial house; you are Baron Beekman. If you don't play it smart, you will find yourself fulfilling that calling in the next world. Try using your wits at least as much as that child does.”

Thoroughly battered from head to toe by those sharp words, Kirhin cast an aggrieved look in my direction, forcing me to turn my head away.

Of all directions to look, my gaze collided squarely with a pair of green eyes, and I froze in place. As if waiting for just that moment, the man arched an eyebrow.

Damian Winton ⚔
“I believe I told you to watch your mouth, kid.”

His clipped tone was intimidating, yet a far stronger swell of gladness rose within me just because he had spoken to me. Rolling my eyes, I asked with a face every bit as aggrieved as Kirhin's:

Lucien
“…Even more than this?”

At that, the clean line of his lips relaxed as though on the verge of spilling laughter. Then, still weighed with authority, his scolding retort arrived.

Damian Winton
“Not everyone is as soft as Kirhin.”

Had it been anyone else, I wouldn't have dared respond that way. I had possessed an instinctive certainty that Kirhin would not treat me with cold cruelty.

Of course, underpinning it all was the presence of the man who had draped his cloak over me before leaving.

Damian Winton
“You're quick on the uptake, so you must have stretched your legs where there was room to lie down.”

My eyes widened round at words that seemed to read my thoughts straight from my head. Fixing me with a shrewd, piercing gaze, the man added:

Damian Winton
“The next time you pitch such an offer, though, be sure to secure a proper certificate in hand before showing your hand. Verbal promises mean nothing.”

Recognizing it was no idle joke, I etched the advice deep into my mind. Watching my intent expression, he let out a dry smirk, then suddenly knit his brows.

Damian Winton
“What is that bizarre dress?”
Kirhin
“Perhaps it would be best to voice such thoughts after providing proper garments yourself, Lord Winton.”

Kirhin's retort, accompanied by somewhat rebellious eyes, made my ears perk up. It was the first time I had heard someone call him by name. Glancing at me, Kirhin suddenly flashed a radiant, crinkled smile.

Kirhin
“Ah, since you said you didn't know his name, allow me to introduce him. This is Lord Damian Winton, the youngest son of the Barony of Winton. He has a prickly temperament and rarely steps outdoors, so few have seen his face. Recently, on account of poor health, he has been wandering about to recuperate.”

…He wasn't a priest?

Though I sensed Kirhin watching my reaction intently, I made no effort to conceal my astonishment. Fumbling words tumbled past my parted lips.

Lucien
“Where… is he unwell?”
Kirhin ✧
“Well now. Let's call it an ailment that brings an abrupt urge to kick someone in the rear.”

Damian tilted his head slightly, planting a razor-sharp glare into Kirhin, who cleared his throat and went out of his way to look in the opposite direction. Still glaring at the side of his head with unrelenting pressure, Damian spoke up:

Damian Winton
“Rather than that, you had better worry about your own future. It seems Baron Beekman here intends to throw you out.”

Even though they were both sons of baronial families, Kirhin was on the verge of succeeding to his title. Had I known even a little more about the ways of high nobility, I would have found it strange that he addressed someone of higher status so casually by a title alone; but I was ignorant. Furthermore, Kirhin's subservient demeanor, perpetually reading his cues, naturally established the hierarchy between them.

When I turned my head, Kirhin gave me a grin.

Kirhin ✧
“It was obviously a jest. How could I dare turn out a young girl under Lord Winton's watch? I was merely teasing you, Lucy, so think nothing of it. Jesting is second nature to me. You'll need to know that if you're to stay in this house.”
Lucien
“Yes, Master.”

As I answered with a lowered head, Damian, who was lifting a teacup from the table, scowled. Having expected Kirhin to reject the title as he had earlier, I watched him raise an eyebrow instead, his curious eyes gleaming bright.

Kirhin
“Entering an estate of this scale requires some useful skill. What are you good at?”

Seeing him ask with his arms casually folded, I answered faithfully:

Lucien
“I am good at everything. I'm accustomed to washing, cleaning, and sewing. I sleep little and eat little. I know how to handle herbs a bit, and also…”
Kirhin
“I heard you can write. Where did you learn that?”

Most housemaids were illiterate. Laurel came to my mind.

Lucien
“One of the maids from another household I used to spend time with knew her letters. I am slow, but I can read and write.”
Kirhin
“Splendid.”

Clapping his hands with sudden relish, Kirhin declared:

Kirhin
“I like that part. I shall hire you.”

A cry nearly broke from my lips at those words. Forcing the scream back down my throat, I dropped into a hurried curtsy.

Lucien ///
“T-Thank you, Master. I will not idle, and I will do my absolute best at whatever—”
Kirhin
“No need for that. I intend to make you my younger sister.”

Pfft! The sound of someone spitting out liquid followed, but I could not look right away. The meaning of Kirhin's words simply would not register.

When a choked coughing fit followed, I turned my head slowly to see Kirhin offering a napkin to Damian.

Kirhin
“Lord Winton, are you all right? Was the tea too hot?”
Damian Winton

The hood had slipped back during his coughing, revealing a bare face that seized my attention. As he drew a deep breath, gorgeous green eyes narrowed and glittered across his sculpted features. A raspy, incredulous breath trailed out into a grim murmur.

Damian Winton
“Sister? Did the late Baron Beekman have a bastard child?”

Though the remark bordered on mockery, Kirhin flashed a bright smile and snapped his fingers.

Kirhin
“I think it makes for quite a compelling story. That way, the reason my father frequented the home of a woman like Nora Allmon can be spun into something rather wholesome, and it preserves Lucien's honor as well.”

Struggling just to keep up with their conversation, I had to steady myself against dizziness. Damian, observing the beaming Kirhin in silence, curled one corner of his mouth in a crooked smirk. He didn't seem entirely displeased.

Damian Winton
“Tossing aside honor of the past for the sake of honor in the present? If I recall, the late Baroness died giving birth to her third child. By that logic, you're claiming Beekman fathered a bastard child with a new woman barely any time after his wife died.”
Kirhin
“Well, that part happens to be the truth, so there's no injustice done. Ah, the part about the new woman, not the bastard child. They say my father was weeping his eyes out in his mistress's arms on the very day my mother passed away.”

A twisted sneer flickered across Kirhin's eyes as he spoke nonchalantly. The relationship with his father had evidently not been good. Glancing at Damian, whose expression oozed complete disgust, Kirhin shrugged.

Kirhin
“I may seem lacking, but flapping my gums isn't the only thing I'm good at. It's just that my talent in that area is so exceptional it overshadows the rest. If I formally bring the seed father left behind into House Beekman, won't people view me as a generous and magnanimous head of house?” Lars could roughly deduce Kirhin's calculation. Had it been a boy, he never would have considered such a move due to inheritance issues, but a girl was different. Especially one with looks like Lucien's.

Though she had only washed away yesterday's grime and put on an oversized gown, she commanded attention.

Lucien

Luminous, fair skin that seemed to catch the light, clever, cautious contours around the eyes, and a cool gray gaze uncharacteristic of a child made for a striking harmony. The rounded tip of her nose still carried an air of youth, but her features held unmistakable promise for the years ahead.

In an era where a daughter's beauty served as one of a family's greatest advantages, Kirhin had likely judged that she would become a sufficiently promising asset. After all, House Beekman had no daughters.

Lars had intended to curb the scheme, finding the calculation distasteful, but his eyes fell on Lucien, who stood looking utterly bewildered.

From her perspective, it might indeed be a decent arrangement. Nobles had their own tribulations, but it would surely be better than living as a maid in another person's house.

Taking after his father, Kirhin was fundamentally soft on women, so he would not mistreat Lucien. Besides, seeing her earlier, the child seemed fairly clever.

If that cleverness was her true nature, in a few years she might well be twisting Kirhin around her little finger.

Letting out a brief chuckle, he playfully raised a single brow.

Damian Winton
“Doesn't seem like a bad idea. It might veil some of the late baron's pathetic demise.”
Kirhin
“I knew you would agree.”

Possessing little affection for his late father, Kirhin casually turned his head back to Lucien. Her face had drained of color until she looked almost like a wax doll.

A sudden detail snagged his attention, and Lars furrowed his brow. Kirhin spoke to her in a gentle tone.

Kirhin
“As I mentioned yesterday, I like you, Lucy. Though it would have been nice if you were slightly less clever.”

Lucien stared at him without so much as blinking her large eyes. Resting a hand lightly on her slender shoulder, Kirhin declared with airy cheer:

“By my authority as head of house, I welcome you into our family. From this day forward, you may carry the surname Beekman.”

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