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An Ode to Your Survival [Novel] Chapter 34 – A Homecoming and Hidden Truths

Translator: Nox

Episode 34

Laurel laced her fingers together and leaned slightly forward.

Laurel
“Maya won't be of much use. She's foolish, and there are limits to what she can do.”

My thoughts drifted quietly through the silence. When I didn't speak, Laurel's eyebrow twitched slightly. With a faint smile, she adopted an easy, nonchalant tone.

Laurel
“Did you know? A few years ago, a maid died in this manor. She tumbled down the stairs and snapped her neck.”

This was news to me. Perhaps noticing the shift in my gaze, Laurel's smile broadened.

Laurel
“Rumor has it she was an old maid who had the late baron's confidence. Her relationship with Nina was dreadful. They managed the estate divided between the east and west wings, clashing at every turn.”

As Laurel rose slowly, her shadow stretched long. Stepping toward me one pace at a time, she whispered,

Laurel
“Nina definitely has a weakness. Word was that maid dug it up, and that's why she died.”

The thought crossed my mind that her death might be tied to why Nina had changed rooms. Concealing my thoughts, I looked up at Laurel, who had drawn close before I realized it. Glancing sideways at the sloppy bandage Maya had wrapped around my hand, she smiled grimly.

Laurel ⚔
“Do you think you can handle it? Nina is far more terrifying than you think. Getting rid of a child like you would be nothing to her. Before anyone's the wiser, you might just get pushed down the stairs yourself.”

Foolish woman.

If Nina truly killed that maid, to her, Laurel and I would make no difference at all. In fact, Laurel was in greater danger, lacking any protection of status. If I died, things would get quite messy, but if Laurel died, all they'd need to do was clear away the body.

Our exchange made it clear how much of a child Laurel took me for. In that case, playing along with her tune while gauging the situation wouldn't be a bad idea for the time being.

Shrinking my shoulders slightly as if frightened, I lowered my eyes. Laurel's gaze followed me. Fidgeting with my fingers, I murmured softly,

Lucy ///
“I didn't know… that someone had died.”
Laurel
“There are all sorts of people in this world. Remember, kid. The one who takes the hand of the better ally is the one who survives.”

Speaking softly, as if soothing a child, Laurel sat beside me. Pretending to ponder for a moment, I chewed on my lip and asked,

Lucy
“What is it you want to do?”
Laurel
“I want to drive Nina out and take her place. It's far better than being a tutor, where you never know when you'll be sacked. And it's not just any household; this is the Barony of Beekman.”

A fairly pragmatic goal. Considering what I'd seen in Nina's room, it would certainly line her pockets far beyond anything a tutor could hope for.

Laurel
“Once I'm the head maid, you can rest easy too. I'm on your side.”

As Laurel wrapped an arm around one of my shoulders and whispered sweetly, I had to swallow a sigh to keep from laughing.

Clearing my throat with a soft cough, I slowly nodded and raised my eyes. Looking straight at her, I spoke.

Lucy
“Find out if there are any merchants Nina is especially close to.”
Laurel
“Merchants?”
Lucy
“If there's an opening to strike at Nina, it's bound to be money. Nina manages everything used in this estate, after all. The cost of provisions bought every month alone must be enormous. And…”

Lowering my voice, I let the words trail off as if confiding a secret.

Lucy
“Someone told me they saw Nina meeting secretly with one of the merchants in the pantry.”

It was a lie, but Laurel would have no way of verifying it. A look of intrigue crossed her face, and her eyes darted about.

Laurel
“Fine. That's certainly not something Maya could handle. Then from now on, we're in the same boat…”

Mid-sentence, a bell clanged abruptly, and our heads turned at the same time. A servant was shouting at the top of his lungs.

Servant
“The master has returned!”
Lucy
“What?”

Startled, I hurried out of the room alongside Laurel. The servants were already rushing about in a frenzy.

Lamps flickered to life along every corridor, and the servants in charge of the baths were in a fluster boiling water. The air carried the stir of an estate waking from a long slumber.

I didn't run all the way to the entrance simply because I remembered Kirhin's request. I wanted to confirm his safety, and whether Damian was with him. Though along the way, the bright smiles on the servants' faces already told me he was unharmed.

Kirhin
“No, no. Never mind that, just bring something very sweet, Nina. You can scoop out a whole tub of honey for all I care. I'm taking a bath the second I eat. First, a towel to wipe my hands… Oh, heavens, Lucy!”

Sprawled across a long sofa in the parlor and waving his hands about, Kirhin spotted me and shot upright. Taking in his rather unfamiliar appearance, I hesitated and stepped forward slowly.

Lucy ///
“B-Brother?”
Kirhin ✧
“Hahaha. What, is it the beard? It's all fake.”
Kirhin

Unlike when he'd left the estate, Kirhin was clad in rags that looked as though a peasant had worn them for years, and half his face was covered by a thick beard. Only after he grasped one side of the beard and ripped it off did the familiar face appear beneath, and I let out a long sigh.

Lucy
“You said a week at most. I was worried.”
Kirhin
“Everyone else just finds it amusing, so you seem to be the only one who actually worried about me. I'm touched. Now, come over here and check on your brother's well-being.”

Though he wore an easygoing expression, Kirhin's complexion was rather pale. With the beard gone, his smooth face was noticeably gaunt as well. He certainly did not look like a man who had enjoyed a leisurely journey.

Rolling my eyes at him as he held his arms wide open toward me, I accepted the damp towel a servant brought over. Sitting at his feet, I wiped his hands, and a slightly awkward expression flitted across Kirhin's face.

Lucy
“Are you hurt anywhere?”
Kirhin
“W-Why would I be hurt? I'm just a little tired.”
Lucy
“What is that beard for? And those clothes? Were you in disguise?”

Kirhin flinched as I used a clean corner of the cloth to wipe the dust from his face, having relaxed into my touch a moment before. A sheepish smile spread across his lips.

Kirhin ✧
“It was simply too burdensome having women's eyes following me wherever I went, so I wore it. Didn't prove very effective, though. After all, a handsome man is still handsome even with a beard.”

Kirhin gave a wink, but it wasn't particularly convincing.

I knew very well how much he cared about his attire. He was a man who had worn an extravagant scarf even when coming to see me in prison, after all.

While we spoke, Nina brought out a plate of desserts made with almond flour, butter, and cheese, alongside honey. Yet Kirhin made no move to use his hands, opening his mouth instead.

Kirhin ✧
“It'd be lovely if Lucy fed me. That's what having a younger sister is all about, isn't it?”
Nina
“Please maintain your dignity, Master. Such behavior is only acceptable when one is a child…”

Clearing her throat as she let out a stern admonition, Nina broke off. My hand had already picked up a confection and was feeding it to Kirhin.

Looking at her arched brows, I blinked blandly.

Lucy
“The matter is rather different if Brother lacks the strength to lift his arms.”
Kirhin ✧
“…It seems my sister is a genius, Nina. I hadn't realized it, but my arms have actually been aching terribly for a while now.”

Munching away, Kirhin flashed a grin of distinct satisfaction. Nina shot a brief glare at the back of my head before withdrawing.

Dip it in honey, feed me two at once—Kirhin had plenty of demands, but he cleared the plate in an instant and patted his belly.

Kirhin
“Phew, now I feel like I'm alive again. Who knows when I last had a proper dessert. Not that circumstances allowed me to be picky about such things, mind you.”

Muttering thoughtlessly, he shot a tentative glance my way and awkwardly shut his mouth. Watching Kirhin quietly, I asked,

Lucy
“Is Lord Damian safe as well?”

The question seemed entirely unexpected. Unable to hide what he felt, Kirhin let unease show in his blue eyes. It felt as though someone had poured chilling ice water down my spine.

Lucy
“Did something happen to him?”

My voice tumbled out in a hurried, slight tremble. Deciding it was already too late to lie, Kirhin let out a long sigh and rested his chin on his hand at an angle.

Kirhin
“Just what do you know, Lucy? What on earth is your relationship with him?”
Lucy
“There is no relationship.”
Kirhin
“Really? Then why was the perfume bottle I gifted you hanging from his waist?”

This time, my defense failed. I had never imagined Damian would wear it at his waist. And far less that Kirhin would be the one to see it.

Narrowing his eyes into slits, Kirhin's gaze gleamed triumphantly. Letting out a faint sigh, I replied,

Lucy
“It's collateral. He said he would bring me the epic poem of Kayonbe the next time he came.”
Kirhin
“Kayonbe… You mean that book he took from our house?”
Lucy
“It was an expensive book, so he demanded collateral of equal worth. I had no choice but to offer the most precious thing I had.”

At my words, Kirhin chuckled dryly and rubbed his sharp chin.

Kirhin
“He doesn't have the kind of personality to indulge in such childish games.”
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